Goodbye to you my trusted friend 
We've known each other since we were nine or ten 
Together we've climbed hills and trees 
Learned of love and ABC's 
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees 
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
Now that spring is in the air 
Pretty girls are everywhere 
Think of me and I'll be there 
We had joy, we had fun 
we had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed 
Were just seasons out of time 
Goodbye Papa please pray for me 
I was the black sheep of the family 
You tried to teach me right from wrong 
Too much wine and too much song 
Wonder how I got along 
Goodbye Papa it's hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
Now that the spring is in the air 
Little children everywhere 
When you see them, I'll be there 
We had joy, we had fun 
We had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song 
Like the seasons have all gone 
We had joy, we had fun 
We had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song 
Like the seasons have all gone 
Goodbye Michelle my little one 
You gave me love and helped me find the sun 
And every time that I was down 
You would always come around 
And get my feet back on the ground 
Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
Now that the spring is in the air 
With the flowers everywhere 
I wish that we could both be there 
haha.. da lamer x dga lagu nie, bler jumpe je trus layan. i can say that it is very related to my life nowadays. gosh. i dunno. but being alone in my house always make me think and think. i am always wondering wut will happen in future. because in 7 months tyme, i had seen many things. MANY. related to self motivation, friends, relationship, technology. and also the reality of life. sigh~ perhaps this is called an education. self education for low esteem people.(just for now) i started to realize one word. SYUKUR. ntahla. broken english i think. i dun care. bcoz thiz is word from my heart. not-exam-oriented-spm-paper-will-be-handed-in-to-pemeriksa. haha.. i care wut i think i should care. now, i will go back to the basic. BACK TO BASIC. my feeling felt not right for the past few months as my university to be offers a lot of challenge.  i kept thinking that how i can survive without people that always inspire me. in fact, i'm always regret for wut happen in the past. i really mean it. really. today, i got one good news. one of the people that always keep me on track will study in uniten. My heart relieved. although for 2 years only. bcoz he is during his preparation there. but thats enough. 2 years is enough to keep me on the track. the track that i'd forgootten for many years. many. yeah. lets heal the past, live the present and dream the future,
 










